Dating with a Chronic Illness: It’s Complicated

Dating with a Chronic Illness: It’s Complicated

Dachshunds & Duvets – a column by Jessie Madrigal-Fletcher

For the past week, my inbox has been inundated with invitations to treat my beloved to an overpriced dinner or a dubious sweater covered in hearts. This overtly romantic onslaught has me thinking about something millions of us do at some point in our lives: date. Additionally, millions of us do so while living with a chronic illness, and this makes dating a completely different game. 

So, in an effort to share the wondrous particularities of life with a chronic disease, here’s a little rundown on how dating works for someone like me.

It involves potential disappointment from the go.

My loyal friend endometriosis comes up as soon as I meet anyone. I’m like, “Have you met Endo? She moved in 20 years ago and loves to give me IBS.” Writing about the disease is what I do for a living, so it comes up very often. Sometimes the person I’m into barely makes an effort to pronounce my chronic condition, or rather amusingly, repeatedly refers to it as “that thing you have,” while wiggling their finger toward my crotch (true story). 

It gets especially bad when they pull a horrified expression as soon as I mention the word “illness.” To all potential lovers, a good poker face when listening to someone with a chronic condition is never an undervalued skill. 

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Looking for love … in all the wrong places? (Photo by Jessie Madrigal)

Our illness can make us an “imperfect” match. 

An endometriosis sufferer in the midst of singlehood will swipe through profiles on dating apps and get to the dreaded “baby section.” A lot of people publicly state their desire for a child. It’s hard not to feel deflated knowing that may be the one flaw to screw up any romantic plans. 

Additionally, fertility is also quite a heavy topic of conversation for a first date. However, when is the right moment to tell someone you may not be able to have kids? Or that your condition makes life so tough already you aren’t even considering becoming a mother?

So, yes, we are far from perfect, but then again, who isn’t?

We are definitively not looking for a carer. 

While occasionally ill, chronically fabulous people like myself are not looking for carers. We are not seeking a nurse or anyone to feed us when we are bedbound — although an ability to quickly fetch a tub of vegan ice cream is highly appreciated. 

What we don’t want is anyone’s pity, and unsurprisingly, we get that a lot. Head-tilts and worried expressions are unsexy. Even that attempt to touch us masked as the so-sorry-you-are-going-through-this arm squeeze can feel very awkward. 

We appreciate coolness.

As an endometriosis sufferer, I just want people to be cool around me and to treat me like a regular human being. I especially favor those who don’t assume I’m a flake when I have to cancel last-minute plans because of a flare-up. I really appreciate anyone who won’t mock me if I order a gluten-free pizza, but will make a joke at my complete lack of self-awareness in ordering the side of garlic bread. 

Most importantly, I want to hang out with someone who won’t freak out if I accidentally bleed on their brand new bed sheets. Because with endometriosis — spoiler alert — that can easily happen. And I will feel 100 times worse than you and suddenly wish for the ground to open so I can crawl in there until you forget my name, I promise.

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Worst date ever? He never shares his toys and eats all of the pizza. (Photo by Jessie Madrigal)

Yet, dating us can be a lot of fun.

Hanging out with someone with a chronic illness can be surprisingly exciting. Our pain thresholds tend to be pretty high, which I’m not sure serves for anything, but I like to think of it as a rather brilliant superpower. 

Endometriosis patients, in particular, have developed a good sense of humor dealing with the somewhat embarrassing nature of having complicated vaginas. We also don’t sweat the small stuff, and we appreciate the beauty of a great night in … cheap date anyone?

Socializing with a chronic illness can be a complicated minefield, but it doesn’t make the experience any less fun. Deep down, we are just regular folk, looking for love … in all the wrong places. 


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